Sunday, July 31, 2011

I can Do it!!!!

While growing up we gain some talents, that will accompany us in our coming life, and will shape your life like writing, playing sports, or even taking or any useful thing that will drew your attention and makes you busy about full time.....And by the time you start to focus in one talent, you could easily you’re yourself attached to another thing in the same time , for example…you would adore painting, but in the same time you are good in science and so on till you make your mind on the thing which will be the center and the other interest will go in a circle around it….so when can you say this is what I am welling to be or this is what I want to do in the rest of my life??

You never know when is the right time, it could be in your first years of life maybe when you are 5 or 10 years old, or maybe when you are in your thirties or forties or sometimes when you are in your fifties, it doesn’t have certain age, but I want to confirm it, because it is happening with me right now

I just discover what I want from few years ago, maybe because I am choosy and like to do everything, I want to be photographer, I want to be an English Teacher, or even I want to be a famous writer…what I believe that I can do my best if I focus in one of these, yet it have part of securing my life too, so now I believe I want to achieve my dream , the close people around me knows what I realy want to be and they really support me……what I want to reach to in the end that it really never too late wither you are in your beginning of your life or in end of it you can’t tell when is the right time, just have faith and believe in your qualifications and you will do it!!!!!

Thursday, June 30, 2011

Brownie: a secret to be revealed

Brownie: a secret to be revealed: "i kept this piece of inforamtion as a secert, i tell the people that i love and care about.it is my illness. i am bipolar , the first attack..."

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Nakba...


Nakbah

The 63 memorial for Nekba (the near by word in English is Catastrophe ) Today, on the 15th of May, 10, different strange feelings are living in me these day, don’t know should I be sad or upset or angry or all together, actually all that feelings were inside me , that it grow up during the last 35 years. As I was born as refuges and grown up in strange country with mixed identity and then I realize I have a home town that it have been occupied from over 63 years, when all my friends around me I watch them hiding to their countries for summer vacation, And after they get tire of working they will go back there, but where we can go? that’s seems like Nakbah for me , when my father raise us telling us the stories about his beloved country and how he remember his child hood , his friends and his relatives and wish only to be buried there , And how he watched his father digging the land behind his house to hide the key and some things meaning a treasure for him……believing he is coming back soon and all that is a temporary situation, but that temporary situation stays days by days and then turn to be years after waiting that promises to happen someday but all what we see is a failure in all levels that makes us to be called a refuges, the owner of the land, from the camps experience to spreading in the different spaces of the world’s countries, but instead he dies as stranger, well that’s a Nakbah for me, and what we go through the past years and still suffering……till now, we are feeding apiece of information to our generations that don’t forget our lands ,we have to fight the Israeli’s plans to prevent us from going back to Palestine, so tat it won’t turn to be Nakba’ for us…

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Such A Fool !!!


You change your mind towards some body and you just believe your inner voice, and then you start acting as the new feelings with that person, for a while, till the days will prove for you , how much your were a FOOL !

كيف ‏تغلبت ‏على ‏مزاجي ‏السيء؟

تجلس بين مجموعة من الأصدقاء ، يتجاذبون أطراف الحديث وأنت في مكان آخر ومن ثم يوجه إليك الحديث ولا يُعجبك السؤال أو ماذا يقصد من حديثه، فينقلب...